Anger and Shame

Ever since I was given my diagnosis from the doctor yesterday, I have felt very angry and ashamed. I feel like I am weak and something is seriously wrong. Part of me does not trust Western Science at all, and part of me feels like I would be an idiot to not listen to the doctor.

When I spoke with Craig the other evening, he suggested that I created this disease and that I have the power to uncreate it.

All I know is that the physical symptoms from my Hypothyroidism are very real and I feel like crap all of the time. Science is telling me that my thyroid gland will never recover, but the spirit part of me does not want to believe this.

All I know is that I want to feel better.